the face of true despair.

greetings one & all

skull here!
now this isn't exactly a rules / bio thing, i suppose a mix of the two?
just clarification of what's okay and what isn't, with a bit of "about the mun" thrown in here.

one, i'm semi - selective, meaning 80% of the time i'll follow you back.
it's absolutely nothing personal, i just don't like certain things about certain blogs.

two, i'm slow at replying things, i will reply but it'll take me some time.
just 'cause i'm not used to responding at such a quick pace.

three, i'm 20 - buuuut i'm selective with who i ship with.
simply for the fact of i see ulquiorra himself being selective, i would like someone who he can relate to and trust.

four, i'm female, but i don't fully identify as female. i always somewhat thought of myself as genderfluid.
BUT i don't mind she / her or he / him pronouns. literally either is fine - i don't really care, nor will i get offended whatsoever.

it is because of your heart
that you will die.

just a little insight of my blog and my reasonings behind everything !

let's b e g i n !

well first things first, no i don't worship satan.
contrary to popular belief, i'm catholic.

i know there are things on my blog that play on satanism and religion in general -
but i'm here to tell you the satanism i speak of isn't the kind where you sacrifice black cats and drink its blood or w/e.
so no i won't cast some black magic on you or anything like that, trust me.

if there are things that offend you -
well 1) that's somewhat the point of my take on ulquiorra,
& 2) don't be afraid to ask me to tag anything that pertains to religion.
i simply want to change things up and tread on sacred territory.

now i'm aware things look iffy on my blog, and there's a good reason as to why i chose the things i chose for it ;
one being it's all in the name of character development, or whatever you wanna call it.
since we don't get too much of an in-depth explanation of how ulquiorra acts
- besides his lack of emotion - i took it upon myself to change things up.
( lest i take the same approach and blend in with other ulquiorra blogs. )

i view ulquiorra as a heretic, meaning while he does believe in religion and such,
he has different opinions on it / what's generally accepted.
now since satanism is considered a religion - he still doesn't follow it.
i use the inverted star as a show of him being unholy but not satanic.

since his resurrección is murcielago, people see bats as unholy animals for multiple reasons.
i, again, use things pertaining to religion to change up my take on ulquiorra.
simply because it adds things to him that he was missing before dying, of course.

next; aizen himself has called and ultimately played ' god ' with the hollows / arrancar of hueco mundo.
that in itself is enough to view what he does as sacrilege.
SO - that leads us to why i see ulquiorra as satan himself, God's once favorite fallen angel.

we now aizen has favored ulquiorra over all other espada, for obvious reasons.
but there comes a point where i have ulquiorra question his creator, and his purpose in life, just as he did canonically.
thus enter the religious aspect, ulquiorra turning on his god and going against him,
just as Lucifer did to God Himself.
so i enjoy playing on this for the sake of having as much originality i can possibly get whilst writing ulquiorra.

annnd with that - i'll add more things here later !

the face of true despair.

it is because of your heart that you will die.

it is because of your heart
that you will die.