◣ ≼ 善心 ≽ ◥
The 24th of December has come and I see so many wonderful secret Santas on my dashboard and here I am, not having the slightest idea what to do for my followers or how to express my gratitude. Since I started this blog on Halloween, so much has changed. I didn’t think I’d keep running it for longer than a few weeks. I figured no one is interested in Kaname but that exact thought kept me going. I wanted to bring Kaname closer to people — preferrably those who might have started off disliking him, and then change their minds or at least make them agree to the adventure that is interacting with him and getting to know him the way I see him. A lot of you have agreed to it and it has started to blossom so much that I have developed such a love for this man that I can’t imagine being in this fandom without my Kaname blog anymore.
I know it’s still so early to preach about how this or that happened but the support that I’ve got through the past months was astonishing. Total strangers sometimes find their way into my inbox or IM to let me know that I made them see Kaname with different eyes. You guys complimented my roleplay even though this blog is still so young and at first I could never really indulge in it even if I wanted because I thought it would be unfair compared to all those wonderful blogs that exist for much much longer. But since the year is over and I have made new year’s resolutions, one of them is to accept and appreciate every generous compliment given to me on this blog because Kaname deserves all the love. Kaname is a man filled with pain, driven by grief and heartache. He is not a bad person per se. He gets hated on so often by so many people inside and outside tumblr for so many trivial things that it is hurting me. I cannot start to underline how grateful I am that those I had and still have the pleasure to roleplay with accept Kaname for who he is and DON’T bash on either his skin tone or blindness. Kubo seriously didn’t flatter him putting all that on his shoulders. But shouldn’t that be reason enough for Kaname to be special? To me he is. And I am so glad to be part of this fandom and in your midst. I feel good between all of you, between my followers. Every single one of you means something to me! You can ALWAYS come to me and talk! I know that I appear to be intimidating and I was told more than once. But see for yourself — do not believe all that people tell you. Just experience me on your own. B)
At last I want to say thank you and wish a Merry Christmas to those few hot chocolates that I consider close friends, terribly awesome roleplayers, extremely talented authors and writers and just simply super kind people who I don’t wish to miss. Please take a look at their writings, take a look at how they portray their muses. Take a look at how they treat other people with such decency and maturity that I am happy to be able to converse with them. It is only justified that I call out their names here, to spread positivity and maybe make people get interested in them, for they deserve to be followed.
@rctsu / @cxrbstomp / @aquiilarum / @the-hxnged-man / @kintsukxroi / @reiimada / @nanakorobi / @huncinesolem / @lleuae / @the13thcaptain / @despairforme / @lunaeterea / @sadisticperfection / @godkilller / @h-hikori / @comawhxte / @the-octava / @abaevum / @azul-sexta / @dcstructiion / @oni-analyst / @exacuo / @xaoli / @organdoom / @scientific-method / @orguxil / @vvundervoid / @animi-rigor / @fabulat / @ishidauryuu / @deumultima / @bellalanza / @rxngikumxtsumoto / @petitelime / @deuxscythetango / @kenpacni / @suchirukasai / @kmuguruma / @awakyning / @shukei / @casurrus / @cryx–nullify / @tagsandtempertantrums / @devouxing / @keikakudori / @thesleepingseventh / @blackcuttingmoon / @mysteriousshopkeeper
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!
And Thank You!
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the face of true despair.
greetings one & all
skull here!
now this isn't exactly a rules / bio thing, i suppose a mix of the two?
just clarification of what's okay and what isn't, with a bit of "about the mun" thrown in here.
one, i'm semi - selective, meaning 80% of the time i'll follow you back.
it's absolutely nothing personal, i just don't like certain things about certain blogs.
two, i'm slow at replying things, i will reply but it'll take me some time.
just 'cause i'm not used to responding at such a quick pace.
three, i'm 20 - buuuut i'm selective with who i ship with.
simply for the fact of i see ulquiorra himself being selective, i would like someone who he can relate to and trust.
four, i'm female, but i don't fully identify as female. i always somewhat thought of myself as genderfluid.
BUT i don't mind she / her or he / him pronouns. literally either is fine - i don't really care, nor will i get offended whatsoever.
it is because of your heart
that you will die.
just a little insight of my blog and my reasonings behind everything !
well first things first, no i don't worship satan.
contrary to popular belief, i'm catholic.
i know there are things on my blog that play on satanism and religion in general -
but i'm here to tell you the satanism i speak of isn't the kind where you sacrifice black cats and drink its blood or w/e.
so no i won't cast some black magic on you or anything like that, trust me.
if there are things that offend you -
well 1) that's somewhat the point of my take on ulquiorra,
& 2) don't be afraid to ask me to tag anything that pertains to religion.
i simply want to change things up and tread on sacred territory.
now i'm aware things look iffy on my blog, and there's a good reason as to why i chose the things i chose for it ;
one being it's all in the name of character development, or whatever you wanna call it.
since we don't get too much of an in-depth explanation of how ulquiorra acts
- besides his lack of emotion - i took it upon myself to change things up.
( lest i take the same approach and blend in with other ulquiorra blogs. )
i view ulquiorra as a heretic, meaning while he does believe in religion and such,
he has different opinions on it / what's generally accepted.
now since satanism is considered a religion - he still doesn't follow it.
i use the inverted star as a show of him being unholy but not satanic.
since his resurrección is murcielago, people see bats as unholy animals for multiple reasons.
i, again, use things pertaining to religion to change up my take on ulquiorra.
simply because it adds things to him that he was missing before dying, of course.
next; aizen himself has called and ultimately played ' god ' with the hollows / arrancar of hueco mundo.
that in itself is enough to view what he does as sacrilege.
SO - that leads us to why i see ulquiorra as satan himself, God's once favorite fallen angel.
we now aizen has favored ulquiorra over all other espada, for obvious reasons.
but there comes a point where i have ulquiorra question his creator, and his purpose in life, just as he did canonically.
thus enter the religious aspect, ulquiorra turning on his god and going against him,
just as Lucifer did to God Himself.
so i enjoy playing on this for the sake of having as much originality i can possibly get whilst writing ulquiorra.
annnd with that - i'll add more things here later !